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The Spiral DownIt's painful to see itThe Spiral Down by Emo-Girl-Loves-You
the way you look at me with disappointment
you don't give it a second thought
I hide my pain from the eyes of many
but mainly my family.
I turn to
not so holy things to comfort me
in my time of need
because you're never there for me
you think just because I'm a teenager
I can handle everything that is thrown my way.
the pain is to great
it pulls me down into a spiral of despair
you still take no notice.
Don't blame me for every problem that comes along
I can't prevent things from happening
yet you can't seem to understand that.
As I type these words
I know you'll never see
and if you do you'll just shake your head
and say again that I'm damned
I try and act like this helps
but it never will
you'll never understand
because you've never cared enough to.
Closing my eyesClose my eyesClosing my eyes by Emo-Girl-Loves-You
Drift to sleep
This never ending dream
Is becoming a part of me
I see it when I awake
I see it when I sleep
It makes me stop breathing
This dream is killing me
On the inside
and the out
The thing is
It's not a dream
It's reality at its fullest
and I'm dying because of it cruel ways
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It's cold here, so I didn't go out today and I'm sitting in my room browsing dA...
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Real problems - Not killing people.Bullied every day, in and out, my apathy is my best friend.
I never cared, the cuts would heal, broken bones would mend.
But every time it happened, there was a voice, whispering.
Kill them, you know you can, unleash your anger, give in.
That's the worst thing for me, about being bullied.
Not the pain, not the humiliation, but being restrained.
If I could unleash it all, I'd feel so much better...
Go on, unleash yourself, make yourself feel better!
No! I can't, and I honestly don't want to.
It's too much hassle after, being hated for what I do.
So yeah, call me a freak, call me a liar.
Come on, give in, they're just feeding the fire...
To quote my favourite song, I will not bow, I will not break.
"Hey, what you listening to? Oh, you're such an emo freak!"
I roll my eyes, apathetic, as they steal my iPod and smash it.
You're letting them?! Smash them l